I haven’t been on tumblr for so long and alot of things have changed.

I met the most amazing person in steven and I’ve moved into an apartment with him.

In saying that I’ve lost touch with alot of people I guess that’s to be expected when you dedicate all your time to one person . Not that I’m complaining… I love him dearly, I’d just like more friends.

I’ve never been a social person though, especially with females. I usually run scared if one talks to me, I never know how to act or what to say. Ive only met a select few who I’ve been able to get along with and I hardly see them nowadays.

Things haven’t been great mentally for me the last few months. Anxious and depressive states coming and going. It’s driving me crazy. When will I ever get better?? This shit has been going on for 7 years now! I know it’s unrealistic to think I’ll ever be free of it but I’d fucking love to be :)

Anyway apart from that, I’ve collected more Disney DVDs, have been cooking and baking alot more and have the intention of painting :)

Well that’s all for the moment,

Ally out!

Xo